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Why do people say the first cut is the deepest when every one scars your body but even more distressing is the mental scars and the damage self harm does for your balance mental physical and self preservation that is where I feel it scars the worst and they are the ones that can only be healed with more suffering everything I have ever done has been a major disappointment so I believe every thing that is happening now to me is karma and I deserve it ten fold for being a complete and utter let down to my family(blood) but even more so for my partner and daughter to all I apologize for being week and a embarrassment to every one who knows me


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